Lessons ng nakaraan

Sa tingin mo ba, umiiwas "siya" nung malaman "niya".? Hindi kaya IKAW ang umiiwas? Baka kaya "siya" napalayo ay dahil din sa IYO.? Di ko alam, ikaw ang makakasagot sa mga tanong na iyan.

Alam mo, dapat ang oras ay pahalagahan. Di mo alam, maigsi lang ang buhay. Kapag ginusto NIYANG kunin ka, wala kang magagawa kahit di pa tapos ang misyon mo dito sa mundo.

Di natin alam baka bukas, tapos na ang buhay mo, o ng mahal mo. Anong gagawin mo kung di man lang "niya" naramdaman ang sinasabi mong "damdamin" dahil umiiwas ka? Diba?

Alam mo, kahit wrong timing, basta willing maging right, may possibility maging perfect.

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okey its my turn para magsalita. Oo, di akin yang mga yan. Para sa akin, oo. Sinabi lang yan sa akin. Habang binabasa kong muli ang mga yan.
"How i wish na sana alam nya yang pinagsasasabi nya na yan, maganda sa tenga, pero parang ala naman sa kanya, well tapos na yon. This will be one of the most valuable lesson in my life. And i thank you for this. Maraming salamat."
Dinala ko ito dito, to inspire others, to share, and i hope, alam nyo na ang mga dapat gawin nyo. Ako? Di ko yan nasunod, ive regretted that, but gotten over it. Mahirap, pero may pwedeng gawin.Heheh

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Last Time

Etong s0ng na to, para say0 eto. Sabi ko pa naman nun, di ko sa iy0 ibibigay ang kahit an0ng kanta ng sec0ndhand serenade, dahil nga lahat naman ng silent sanctuary eh naialay ko na sayo nun dibA? Pero ikaw na talaga ang naisip ko sa kanta na to, and i kn0w that you deserves this. Here g0es the lyrics:

"I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they really were about
And these words are bringing me so deeply insane
That I don't think I can take my way out
I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing
So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of days spent without you
And there is nothing left to prove
I'm counting all the things I could have done
To make you see
That I wanted us to be what I go to sleep and dream of
I want you to know that I'd die for you
I'd die for you
I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing
So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove
And if you are alone
Make sure you're not lonely
Cuz if you are, I blame myself
For never being home
I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should
What you deserve
I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove"



o diba? Naiiyak ka na bA? Wag, lyrics lang yan, pano na kung marinig mo pa yan? Search mo na lang "Last Time by Secondhand Serenade".

Nagtataka ka kung bakit? Ikaw kasi eh, alam ko wala akong kasalanan, ikaw ang may ayaw eh, kaya hindi ko alam ang gagawin. S0rry per0, di na kasi kagaya ng dati, may 2 years na ata? Tama bA c0mpute ko? Basta grabeng tagal na, eh andito ako sa mundo ko, naghanap ako ng mga bagay para di ako mabagot, sa kahihintay. Pero, mahirap eh, yun bAng minsan maiisip mo na nagpapakatanga ka at naghihintay sa wala?

"...I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should
What you deserve..."


alam ko, im sure mer0n nga, sigur0 nga hindi ako ang para sayo. Syempre minahal kita ng totoo, pinipigilan mo lang, dahil, ewan ko nga lang sayo. Ngay0n,naguguluhan ako sayo, gusto mo na bA? Pero ako? Well masasaktan lang natin ang isat isa. Its sad to say, but, GOODBYE.

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Problema

Nag iinom ka ba pag may problema ka? Bakit pa? Eh pwede ka namang maglaslas agad. Di mo mararamdaman ang hapdi at kirot ng hiwa ng blade dahil sa sakit ng kalooban na iy0ng dinadala. Pag nag in0m ka, malalasing ka, makakatulog, malilimutan ang problema, pero hanggang kelan? Pano kung nagising ka na? Wala na ba yung problema? Syempre nandyan pa. Eh kung maglaslas ka, tapos na ang lahat. Pero ang tanong, "HANDA KA NA BANG MAMATAY?"

ako, hindi pa. Wala akong problema. Abnormal ba? Yun na nga ang problema ko, wala akong pinoproblema. Tulungan mo naman ako.

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Naruto Tensei (Reincarnation of a Soul)

A Twist in Naruto by a Naruto fan

A colored Manga of Naruto with a slightly different story and spins. Hope youll enjoy it.

Chapter 1
Thanks to jinxes for the images.

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Lonely New Year

"Bagong Taon, Bagong Buhay"

Bakit ganon pag bagong taon kelangan ba talagang magbagong buhay? Eh pano kung napakaganda at nabuhay ka naman ng mabuti nitong taon na to eh dapat magbago ka daw kaya kabaliktaran naman ang dapat gawin sa buhay.Heheh. Sa palagay ko di dapat inuugnay ang buhay sa taon.(new year = new life? no,no).

Para maiba naman, babatiin ko kayo ng "LONELY NEW YEAR!". Inspite ng tradisyunal na happy new year. Well sa totoo lang, siguro kaya happy new year daw eh parang wish yun na sana maging masaya ka sa darating na susunod na taon.(natutupad nga ba ang mga wishes?.xD)

Pakiramdam ko kasi na hindi ako naging masaya ngayong taon. Oo maraming nangyari pero mas maraming di nangyari at may mga nangyari din na di masaya.., anggulo ko.Hahah. Basta yun na yun. Ay teka, December 28 pa nga lang pala at di pa tapos ang taon, baka may mangyari pa. Sana...

Di naman sa pagiging bitter sa outlook in life(emo daw), may kulang lang talaga at hopefully magbago ang lahat this 2009, sana makita ko yung hinahanap ko na yun. Sana maging masaya na.

Maiba lang.

Lonely New Year Comments

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Lets all have an unLonely New Year!

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Jump your way to a new year

5!..
4!..
3!..
2!..
1!..
"happy new year!"
*putok!*
*torotot!*
wahaha.
Pagtalon tuwing new year, ginagawa mu din ba yun.? Ako kase oo. Hahaha. Almost simula nung magkaisip ako at marunong na akong tumalon, tumatalon ako tuwing new year. Ewan ko, masaya eh. Hahaha. Ang sabi kasi tatangkad ka raw. Totoo naman siguro. (to see is to believe.Heheh). Average pa nga tong height ko eh. At alam kong tatangkad pa ako in near future. I dont take any height meds. May iba daw dahilan. Kaso confidential.xDD
This new year 2008, tatalon muli ako.xD. Trip lang. Wahahah.!

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Curse of Ulcer

Definition of Ulcer
Ulcers are crater-like sores (generally 1/4 inch to 3/4 inch in diameter, but sometimes 1 to 2 inches in diameter) which form in the lining of the stomach (called gastric ulcers), just below the stomach at the beginning of the small intestine in the duodenum (called duodenal ulcers) or less commonly in the esophagus (called esophageal ulcers).
In general, ulcers in the stomach and duodenum are referred to as peptic ulcers.
"ouch ramdam ko, masakit.!"
Description of Ulcer
The stomach is a bag of muscle that crushes and mixes food with the digestive "juices" -hydrochloric acid and pepsin. If the lining of the stomach (or duodenum) is damaged in one place or another, the acid and pepsin go to work on the lining as they would on food, breaking it down as though to digest it.
An ulcer is the result of an imbalance between aggressive and defensive factors. On one hand, too much acid and pepsin can damage the stomach lining and cause ulcers. On the other hand (and more commonly), the damage comes first from some other causes, making the stomach lining susceptible to even an ordinary level of gastric acid.
If a person does not receive treatment for ulcers, it could lead to a bleeding ulcer (the ulcer has eaten into blood vessels and the blood has seeped into the digestive tract), a perforated ulcer (the ulcer has eaten a hole in the wall of the stomach or duodenum and bacteria and partially digested food has spilled into the hole, causing inflammation) or a narrowing and obstruction of the intestinal opening preventing food from leaving the stomach and entering the small intestine.
"ayaw ko na umabot pa sa ganyan. Huhuh"
Causes and Risk Factors of Ulcer
The stomach defends itself from hydrochloric acid and pepsin by creating a mucus coating (that shields stomach tissue), by producing bicarbonate and by circulating blood to the stomach lining to aid in cell renewal and repair. If any of these functions are impaired it can lead to the formation of an ulcer.
The primary cause of ulcers is the bacterium called Helicobacter pylori(H. pylori). H. pylori is a spiral-shaped bacterium found in the stomach. Unlike other bacterium, H. pylori is able to twist through the layer of mucous that protects the stomach cavity and attach to cells on the surface of the stomach wall, where it produces urease, an enzyme that generates ammonia.
Urease generates substances that neutralize the stomach's acid and allows H. pylori to thrive. H. pylori weakens the stomach's defenses by thinning the mucous coating of the stomach, making it more susceptible to the damaging effects of acid and pepsin; inflaming the area; poisoning nearby cells and producing more stomach acid.
Although H. pylori is the primary cause of ulcers, there are other factors that play a role in ulcer development. These factors are the use of nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs), a person's lifestyle and the stomach's inability to defend itself against digestive fluids, hydrochloric acid and pepsin.
NSAIDs such as aspirin, ibuprofen (Motrin, Advil, Nuprin), naproxen (Naprosyn, Anaprox), or piroxicam (Feldene) interfere with the stomach's ability to produce mucus and bicarbonate (a chemical produced in the stomach that neutralizes and breaks down the hydrochloric acid and pepsin into substances less harmful).
NSAIDs also affect blood flow to the stomach, hinder cell repair and cause the stomach's defense mechanisms to fail.
Lifestyle factors such as smoking, drinking caffeine, consuming alcohol and stress are also associated with ulcers.
Smoking slows the healing of ulcers and makes them likely to recur.
Caffeine stimulates acid secretion in the stomach, thus aggravating the pain of an existing ulcer.
Studies on alcohol consumption and ulcers have been less conclusive, although alcoholic cirrhosis has been linked to an increased risk of ulcers, and heavy drinking has been shown to delay the healing of ulcers.
Although emotional stress is no longer thought to be a cause of ulcers, people with ulcers often report that emotional stress increases ulcer pain. However, physical stress increases the risk of developing gastric ulcers.
"hindi ako nursing at wala akong hilig sa medical stuffs, pero naiintindihan ko ang mga ito, advil lang pala ang katapat nito eh. Di naman ako smoker, at drinker eh. Siguro stress na rin at emotional problem."
Symptoms of Ulcer
There may be no symptoms of ulcers or the individual may experience:
A gnawing or burning pain in the abdomen between the breastbone and the navel. The pain is usually worse a couple of hours after a meal or in the middle of the night when the stomach is empty.
Nausea
Vomiting
Loss of appetite
Loss of weight
Tiredness (a symptom of a bleeding ulcer)
Weakness (a symptom of a bleeding ulcer)
Blood in vomit or stool. When blood is in the stool, it appears tarry or black (symptom of a bleeding ulcer).
"yung PAIN talaga, tinitiis ko lang! Minsan parang gusto kong masuka, dugo sa ano? Oo meron din, kaso mapula naman. Kaya out dun, buti na lang hindi bleeding. Tiredness, kaya pa naman. Loss of apetite, oo. Im positive. Arayy!!"
Diagnosis of Ulcer
Doctors have a number of options available for diagnosing ulcers, such as performing endoscopic and x-ray examinations, as well as testing for H. pylori. Endoscopy is a diagnostic procedure that gives the doctor a direct view of the upper digestive tract from within the body itself. By means of an instrument called a fiber-optic endoscope, the doctor is able to illuminate and follow the same path that food takes, examining the esophagus, stomach and duodenum from within. Along the way, the doctor will look closely at inflamed, ulcerated or infected areas, as well as growths and malformations.
"nakakatakot, di ko afford yang ganyan,"
Treatment of Ulcer
Along with reducing stressand modifying lifestyle, doctors treat gastric and duodenal ulcers with several types of medicines, including H2-blockers, proton-pump inhibitors and mucosal protective agents. When treating H. pylori, these medications are used in combination with antibiotics. If medication is ineffective or complications arise, surgery may be required.
Medications
H2-blockers reduce the amount of acid that the stomach makes. These medicines include cimetidine (Tagamet), ranitidine (Zantac), famotidine (Pepcid) and nizatidine (Axid). A single bedtime dose starts healing a duodenal ulcerin four weeks and a gastric ulcer in six to eight weeks.
Proton-pump inhibitors modify the stomach's production of acid by stopping the stomach's acid pump - the final step of acid secretion. The recently approved and now available drug, omeprazole (Prilosec), is 10 times more powerful in suppressing stomach acid production than the H2-blockers, able to promote duodenal ulcer healing in two to four weeks. This potent acid-inhibitor can suppress about 95 percent of stomach acid production. It is especially useful for treating people whose ulcers fail to respond to H2-receptor blockers or other medications and those with Zollinger-Ellison syndrome.
Mucosal protective agents protect the stomach's mucous lining from acid. The prescription medications are sucralfate (Sulcrate or Carafate) and misoprostol (Cytotec). The non-prescription medications are antacids (such as Tums and Rolaids) and bismuth subsalicylate (Pepto-Bismol).
Antibiotics. With the discovery of the link between ulcers and H. pylori peptic ulcers can be treated by a short course of combined high dose antibiotic therapy rather than acid-suppression alone. Without antibacterial therapy, there is a 75percent chance of the ulcer reoccurring. With antibacterial therapy, there is a 1 percent chance of the ulcer reoccurring. There are two types of combination therapies currenly being used: triple therapy and dual therapy.
Triple therapy involves:
Metronidazole (Flagyl)*, an antibiotic taken four times a day
Tetracycline (Achromycin or Sumycin)**, an antibiotic taken four times a day
Pepto-Bismol taken four times a day
This regimen lasts two weeks. This treatment is 90 percent effective in destroying the H. pylori bacteria and in reducing the risk of reoccurrence. (*doctor may substitute amoxicillin (Amoxil or Trimox); **doctor may substitute clarithromycin (Biaxin))
Dual therapy involves:
Amoxicillin two to four times a day or Biaxin three times a day
Prilosec two times a day
This regimen lasts two weeks. This treatment is 80 percent effective in destroying the H. pylori bacteria and in reducing the risk of reoccurrence.
Surgery
The most common types of surgery for ulcers are vagotomy, antrectomy and pyloroplasty.
"sinabi ko na sa parents ko, pero parang wala lang sa kanila, siguro inaantay pa na maging malala. Sa ngayon, ako na muna ang bahalang gumamot sa sarili ko. Ayaw ko nung surgery!!"
Questions To Ask Your Doctor About Ulcer
Where is the ulcer located and how severe is it?
Will you be prescribing any medications?
What are the side effects?
How much of the over-the-counter antacids can be taken daily?
What are the best antacids to take?
Does diet affect the ulcer?
Are there some foods that should be?
Is milk helpful in relieving ulcer pain?
Are there any symptoms that may be serious and should be reported right away?
Will ulcers reoccur?
"tama si yanyan, patingin ko na kaya sa doktor? Kaso ambata ko pa at wala pang lakas ng loob pag dating sa mga ganyan. Kaya ako muna sa sarili ko ang magaaral nyan"

Source:

http://www.healthscout.com
Final Words
"Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko dinaranas ang pasakit na to, parusa ba ito sa akin. Talaga namang di maganda ang paskong ito sa akin. Kumpleto naman ako sa kain. Yun nga lang wala lang sa oras. Wag nyo na sanang intayin o pangarapin na kayo ay dumanas rin ng pagdurusang to."
"its better to have a broken heart, than ulcer!"

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Nokia N70 Music Edition Bug?

Can you see it?
Kita nyo ba yung bug?

Ewan ko lang kung ganito lahat ng N70 ME. Ganito din ba yung sayo?

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Get together ng 2ECE sa Teresa

Yung mga piKtyUr na ang bAhalang magKwento sa lahat ng saya na naganap kaniNa. Maraming salamat sa Fernandez Family sa mainit at maluwag na pagtanggap sa amin. Sayang at di nga lang po kami kumpleto.

Speaking of "kumpleto", attendance muna. 24 kami na 2eCe at may 2 na spec entry guests haha. Dami din nOh. Kaso nakapagtatampo pa rin na may hindi sumama. Wala na ngang magagawa, pero mas masaya pa rin kung nandUn ka, mas masaya aKo.

Akala ko tapos na ang palitan ng regalo. Hahah. MarunOng pala akOng manguLit.

[...]J0shua tenk yu sa gift mO sa aKin ha.? Meri xMas.xDD

[!!]B0ss wg k aman ganyan nag iisa q nlng yan n shirt n ganyan

[...]pasKo naman eE.

[!!]Ukeh cge auz lng un,, my kpalit aman un,,my mgbbgy dn skn ng ganyan,,waheheh

[...]Dats the spirit of xmAs. Me narigaluhan n dN naman aku kNna.CgUro etO na ung kapalit naman nung gift n bngay ko.Heheh

oha oha. Malinis na ang k0nsensya ko. Salamat sa natanggap ko na jersey Tshirt. Eto ang kauna unahan sa buhay ko. Grabe maiyak iyak ako.xDD.

Eh panu naman yung give ko? Hahah. AyOn. Buti nLng pala di ko kay iLo ibinigay, naramdaman ko kasi na may mas dapat. Edi sinu pa? Si "di nang iiwan" hahah. Si pEpe. Iyo na yan. Di ko na bAbAWiin. Sana ay mapasaya ka nyan.

UpdaTe ko nalang pag nakapag PC. Lagyan ko ng mga piX.Heheh.Tnx sa pagbAbASa.

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A guy's diary

*January 2*

Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the
first day in school. I was hurriedly entering the school
gate when I bumped into you as you stepped out of a luxurious
Volvo. The books you were holding fell all over the ground.
I quickly picked up the books and returned them to you along
with words of apology, but all you showed me was your intimidating
look. My first impression of you was thatyou were a wilful
girl born with a golden sthingy in the mouth. I had rejected
you completely and had hoped not to meet you again, but
surprisingly you turned out to be my classmate.

*March 22*

I started to know more about you as days passed and my
opinion of you changed for the better on each passing day.
I realised that you were from a wealthy family but definitely
not a wilful girl. You were nice and friendly. You got angry
that day we first met because I had left a footprint marking
on the poetry collection you loved dearly. We met often
during lunch break and I found something in you that was
different from the rest of the girls - your passion for
Chinese poetry. Often you would mumble something to yourself.
Initially, I thought that you were humming a pop song but

later I realised that you had been reciting Chinese poems
from great poets. You were so knowledgeable that you knew
every poet and which poems they composed. I was very impressed
indeed.

*April 5*

I met you again in the study area. That day you were reading
the Chinese classics "Romance of the 3 kingdom".
Your ability to appreciate Chinese classics left me with
admiration. You were indeed unique in many ways.

*May 5*

From then on, we would often meet in the study area to
discuss about the good and bad things of the character in
these Chinese classics. Do you still remember the time when
we a! lmost br oke off because we could not agree on whether
Jia BaoYu hurt Lin Dai Yu? Our argument was so fierce that
we never talked for that week. But when Friday came, we
still met in the study area and laughed over the incident.
After which, another argument started.

*Aug 7*

I could not deny it. It was a feeling I could not identify
accurately. Wenever you laughed over a joke with other guys,
that emotion filled my senses. It took me a while before
identified it. I was in love; the feeling was jealousy.
I felt the need to express it. But, I was afraid...that
you would dismiss my feeling, that you and I would be stuck
in an embarrassing situation, that our long nurtured friendship
would crumble...therefore, I kept quiet.

*Oct 1*

The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I
learnt that you had fainted in the canteen. I was struggling
to keep my worried face in control as I looked at the ambulance
that carried you away.

*Oct 2*

It was drizzling that day. Our form teacher sadly announced
that you had got cancer. As she finished her last sentence,
outside the classroom, it seemed to me that the drizzle
had turned into a downpour. I could only hear the sound
of the rain, nothing more. I rushed to NUH ICU to see you
immediately after lesson. Your face was whitish in colour,
showing no trace of red. I learnt that you had just undergone
an operation. The life-support system was just beside you
with tubes piercing mercilessly into your left wrist. "I
am all right, it is just a serious case of anemia. Believe
me, my parents told me that". you said convincingly.
I knew fully well what you were thinking, you did not want
me to be worried. "Are you comforting yourself or comforting
the fears and hopelessness that was written all over my
face?", I thought to myself. I was not strong enough
to disagree with you and I nodded my head with a forced
smile. You responded with a smile too-with gre! at effor
t.

*Oct 5*

It was a ordinary day but to me, it was an important day.
I felt an impulse to express my love. I walked over to the
side of your bed, holding your hand. I told you the story
of how an ordinary guy fell in love with a girl who likes
poetry and Chinese classics. As I told my story, my eyes
started to flood with water, and uncontrollably my voice
started to choke, and finally I broke into tear But you
held my head against your body and with watery eyes, said:
"I understand such a love, so did the girl." I
returned my eyes to her and at that moment, her tears dropped,
and for the first time, I saw some redness on her lips.

*Oct 26*

It was the last day of examination and I rushed to NUH
to continue my story. When I reached there, I only saw the
nurse arranging the bed you once slept on. When I asked
about you, the nurse told me expressionlessly that you had
passed away. It was a bolt from the blue for me. I stood
motionless for a long time. I hated myself for spending
the last few days preparing for the last examination paper.
I hated myself for not staying longer the last time I visited
you. I hated myself so much...but you were gone...... I
can't remember how I got home that day. When I woke up,
I was already in my room. The pillow I slept on was wet.
The next day, I went for the funeral. I heard from your
father that on the day you passed away, you were still reading
the Poetry collection I gave you as a gift for your birthday.
Standing in front of Your portrait, I had no tears, they
were used up on the day of your death. All I knew was sadness,
my heart was like shattered into pieces and died.

*Jan 2*

A new girl has taken over your seat. She does not like
poetry, but she likes to hum pop songs. When I asked her
if she knows Jia Bao Yu, she replied: "What talking
you." Yes, you were gone. But to me, the seat is still
unoccupied, and maybe no one will ever occupy it......

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This is a true story that happened 10 years ago!!!! Now
then Can fully understand what the author means by "A
PERSON WILL KNOW WHAT IS PAIN ONLY WHEN HE HAS BEEN THROUGH
IT...." To cut the whole story short...jus wanna tell
u pple that.....

IF U TRULY LOVE THAT SOMEONE... JUS GO RIGHT UP TO HIM
OR HER OR GIVE A PHONE CALL RIGHT NOW TO SAY "I lUV
U " AND EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS FOR THAT PERSON B4 IT'S
TOO LATE!!!!!

A Guy would rather shed blood than shed tears but that's
because he has yet experience sadness. The moral of the
story is to treasure your love ones coz they might not be
always around. Share this story to those you cherish most
and let them feel their "presence" are important
as they are part of our lives too!!

napulot ko lang ang st0ry na to, malamang ito ang nakaimpluwensya sa akin, di ko ito hahayaang mangyari sa buhay ko. Masyadong masaklap,pero ang sarap basahin.

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Pag amin ng isang torpe

P0wteK! Late na ako!
Bakit kasi tinanghali pa ako ng gising. 7 am dapat ang first class ko pero 6am ako nagising. Pero papasok pa din ako. Relax lang. 2 hours na akong late sa first subject ko, may quiz pa naman.
Dumiretso na ako sa computer lab namin, dahil dun naman magququiz.
Akyat sa hagdan, namimilis. Nang biglang...

"hi ian, hala late ka na naman."
"uhm. G0od m0rning! oo nga eh, asan sila?"
"nandoN sa l0ob nagququiz,magquiz ka na rin pwede pa"
"ah ganun bA? Geh salamat"

ayun nagquiz, pero di ko man lang nasilayan prof namin, classmate kase namin ang nagfacilitate,kaya ayun, ligtas.

BAbAba na ako, nakita ko ulit...
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Tingin ng konte,
ngumiti,
napatigil ako.Nagsalita ako,
"uhm hi?"
"hello ian"
"pweDe bAng dito muna ako?"
(napaisip)
"baka di pwede dyan sa kasama mo..."
(nagtinginan)
"sige alis na lang ako,"
"hinde ian,ok lang daw,..siguro"
"uhm, kamusta ka na?"
"ok lang"(medyo naiilang)
"eh yang kasama mo?"
"..."
"lam mo, miss ko na sya"
"...."
"pwedeng ako sa gitna?Ok lang?"
"....."(umus0g ng onte)
"ahm,salamat"(tumingin ako sa mata)
"...."(nagtataka siguro, naguguluhan sa nangyayare)
"ui,..Kilala mo pa bA ako?"
"....Anu ka bA? Syempre naman."
(yey,nagsalita rin!)"eh sino bA ako?"
"..."
"bAkit?"
"..Ok,..kaw si iAn,ang classmate namin"
"ahm,yun lang bA?"
"bAkit?Meron pa bA?"
"iniisip ko kase, na,..Uhm..DibA magkaibigan tayo?!"
"...Ahm..Oo."
"kala ko kasi, di mo ako kilala,kala ko stranger pa rin ako"
"..."
"ahm..Ok lang kung paAlisin ko muna sya?"
"ah..?.Eh? Bakit ako aAlis?"
(pabulong)"sige na please, pag di pa ngayon,wala ng ibang chance,ngayon lang ako may lakas ng loob,maAwa ka na naman.."
"dependE na rin naman sa kanya n0h."
"ahm,ui, ok lang bA?Tayo lang dalawa muna?"
(nagtinginan ang dalawa,)
"wag kang mag alala,wala ak0ng gagawing masama sa kanya"
"an0 ok lang bA?Alis na daw ako?"
"ahm...(kun0t n0o)...Sige.."
"bye!"
"aaAa..."(medyo nangingiti ako)
"oh anu bA un? PinaAlis m0 pa sya?NaguUsap kami dito eh"
"galit ka na bA nyan?"
"hmmp..!!"
"aaA.Teka lang huh,(deep breath three times)"
"..."
"kung di siguro ngay0n,bAka hindi na lang,"
"...?."
(tingin sa paligid..Wala.Yes!)"ah..Uhm..AAa."
"wala?"
"ay s0rry"
(kinuha ko ang kamay nya, medyo nailang sya,alam ko yun. Unang paghahawak namin ng kamay yun.Angsarap,ang init at ang kinis,kahit medyo machubby yun kumpara sa akin,nilagay ko sa kaliwang dibdib ko.)
"...Uh! Anu to?"
"...Ahm.. (tingin sa mata.)..Nararamdaman mo bA?"
"...?"
"tib0k ng pus0 ko,ambilis n0h?.Ewan ko bA kung bAkit ganyan,mabAdingan ka na sa ginagawa ko,nakakaBa talaga eh."
"."
"pero may lakas ako ng loOB"
"?"
"(isang dEep inhale/exhale ulet)...,MAHAL KITA!"
"!!!!"
"di mo bA narinig? MAHAL KITA! MaAaring naiimpluwensyahan na nga ako ng naBabAsa ko,kaya ko to nasasabi ngay0n.Gusto ko na, na malaman mo, dahil bAka wala na akong pagkakataon na masabi yun sa yo."
"i-iia..n"
"wag kang magAlala,ang pinakang pakay ko lang naman ay ang masabi yun sa yo at malaman m0,di ko naman hinihingi na, sumagot ka agad, ng alam mo na,di ko rin sinasaBi na hihintayin k0 ang sag0t m0,ang t0t0o nyan, wala ak0ng nirerequire na gawin m0..."
"(naluluha).."
"mahal kita, at kuntento na ako dun, dahil di ko naman yun naipapakita at napaparamdam sayo,bAsta nasaBi ko na, wala na sigur0 ak0ng pagsisihan kung an0 man ang mangyari sa atin pagkatapos nito,
kahit siguro masagasaAn na ako mamaya,ok lang. Mahal kita, at wala ak0ng hinihinging kapalit, dahil obyus naman na ako yung tipo ng lalaki na di mo magugustuhan. Basta mahal kita. Sana maski ang pagbigyan na lang ako na mahalin ka, ay wag mo nang ipagkait pa sa akin. Oo torpe ako, di marun0ng manligaw, walang masyad0ng karanasan, kaya ganit0 ako,pero naramdaman ko na mahalaga ka para sa akin, nag aalala ako kapag di kita nakakasabay pag uwi,bAka kung napano ka na kasi, kapag naiiwan ka sa terminal, dahil nauunang umalis yung jeep papuntang bayan namin. Nagseselos ako, pag kausap mo ang mga kaklase natin, kahit pa mga tr0pa ko yun. Kasi sila kinakausap mo, sa akin iwas ka.
Di ka mawala sa isip ko,sa bAwat pagkakataon na maisip kita, nangingiti ako, minsan, nalulungkot din.
Ikaw din ang dahilan kung bAkit ako natigil magdota at kung bAkit bumalik ulit.
Nun kasi payag ka na nasa paligid mo ako, na anjan lang sa tabi mo,masaya ako nun,sobra, kahit di makapagdota,makasama ka lang, pero bAkit kaylangan itigil ang ganung scenario? Ayun kailangan ko na tuloy lumayo at balik sa pagdodota.
Ikaw, ang dahilan, kung bAkit ako nag wawap. Angsarap kasi magp0st sa mga f0rum,lalo na kung l0ve ang topic, ikaw din ang dahilan kung bAkit nagbblog ako. Ikaw na lang ng ikaw, gusto ko namang ikaw na rin ang dahilan para pagbutihan ko ang pag aaral ko.. Ikaw.. Kung bAkit nakalimutan ko na naghihintay pala ako sa isang bAbAe, Nakilala pa kasi kita,pero pinagpapasalamat ko yun."
".......?...!....?...!"
"ahm..(punas ng polo sa mukha ako,tap0s saBay pahid ng daliri sa pisngi nya..)"
"..,"
"wag ka na nga dyan umiyak,
ayun nasaBi ko na,
uulitin ko,
MAHAL KITA!,
pweDe ka nang umalis.
Pero sana, kung iiwan mo ako ngayon, gusto ko, ala magbAgo sa turing mo sa akin, kahit bilang isang kaibigan mo pa rin... At ganun din ako, mamahalin ka pa rin,kahit masakit at mahirap"
".(hikbi).."
"ay..S0rry nga pala kung ayaw kitang pagsalitain,
bAwi ka na lang next time.Pero kung may sasabihin ka, sabihin mo na ngayon"
"...."
(kinuha ko let ang kamay nya,.)
"?"
"ayan,medyo mahina na,pero mabilis pa rin."
"uh,..I-ya-ann..?"
"huh?!"
"ewan Ko"
"anung ewan mo?"
"di ko alam, naguguluhan ako,"
"ok lang,pareho naman tayo eh"
"kasi...Nga-aA-y0n ko lang to naram-dam-an"
"n0 w0nder,suplada ka kasi at man hater image ka kasi, ewan ko bA,pan0 ko to nasabi sa iyo"
"...Hmp!"
"j0wk lang.."
"uh graCe?.."
"?"
"uhm, ndEh wala."
"..?!"
"huh?!"
"(yumakap..)"
"uh,.B.,ba-kit?"
"....."
"(niyakap ko din)"
"ewan ko bA.."
"ahm, ang init,ang sarap pala ng pakiramdam pag ganito,ngayon ko lang naramdaman to"
"ah dibA nagka gf ka na?"
"uhm,dibA may nasabi ako na hinihintay ko,?"
"o?"
"kala ko nun, kami na, pero ayaw nya pa,pinaghintay nya ako, pero nakilala kita."
"y0u mean...?"
"oo, di naman naging kami eh, nagpakatanga lang talaga ako ng s0bra nun at nil0ko ang sarili ko,bAsta,mahaBang storya,saka ko na ikwento.."
"di wag na,"
"first time mo din bA?"
"uhm,oO..DibA nga manhater ako? Kaya ayun."
"...(nangingiti ako)"
"...(hula ko sya rin..)"


sa isip ko:
di ko alam, kung ano na bA ang kinalaBasan, mukha namang hindi HINDI ang tug0n nya sa mga kak0rnihan ko. Ewan,bAhala na, bAsta, hayaAn ko muna ng ganito,...


"uh grace?"
"hmm?"
"di wala."
".."
"si yanyan kaya?"
"...!"(bigla kaming nagkalas)
"ayusin mo kaya muna yang buhok mo"
"heheh"
"dami ng tao dito,laBasan na kasi,gutom ka na?"
"di magccr muna ako,"
"ah sige.."

saBay kami naglakad papuntang cr. Syempre dun ako sa kaliwa, dun sya sa kanan, nanalamin ako, medyo may aftershock pa rin sa mga nangyari at mga ginawa ko, pero ewan,masaya ako.

SinaBayan ko din sya paglaBas at sabay na naglakad sa hallway, hayun na ang r0om namin, sa harap na pinto sya at ako sa likod.


"uy b0y! San ka galing?"
"saBaY ata kayo ni MG?"
"uy!!!"
"tumigil nga kayo!"

hinanap ko ang best pal ko at..
"papa tara kain na tayo,"
"tara!"

"uy grasya,san ka galing? Umiyak ka bA?"
"sinung umaway sa yo ha?"
"uhm, wala, wala to"
"ok ka lang?"
"uhm,oo.."

silip, tingin,nagtama ang mga paningin,ngitiian. Mukhang paAlis na rin silang mga girls.

=======

dear friends...
Totoo eto,.
Kaso hanggang dun lang sa unang pitong equal signs (=======)
yung kasunod, simulations ko lang yung mga yun, sana nangyari talaga to, sana mangyari, pero mukhang maLaBo naman, parang ayaw kong paBasa,bAka kasi magalit, pero sayang naman, para san pa ito?Pag patay na ako?
Malamang na fiction lang eto pero ang pagmamahal ko sa yo, tunay yun..

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A Letter of My Sentimental Heart

Dear classmate,
Ang cute mo, ang ganda mo, pero minsan lang yun. Ang sexy mo, pero minsan mataba ka, minsan payat. Dati ang bait mo, pero ngayon ang sungit mo na. Minsan ang lambing mo, minsan ang suplada mo. Dati lagi mo akong nginingitian, ngayon puro irap na lang, tila ba galit ka. Galit ka nga ba?
Pero kahit ganun, kahit ganyan ka, mahal pa rin naman kita. Kalokohan, katangahan, bahala ka na kung ano ang gusto mong itawag sa pinapairal ko, basta ako ang alam ko, pagmamahal ito. Mahal nga kita pero hanggang dun na lang siguro yun. Pinipilit ko. At sana dumating yung panahon na makamove on na talaga ako, pero ayaw ko. Dahil di pa naman katapusan ng mundo. May pag asa pa ako. May extra lives pa ako. Di ko pa naman nagagamit yun. Maghihintay na lang siguro ako sa tamang panahon.
Di ko kasi inakala. Na magiging ganito. Kala ko wala lang, biro lang, trip lang. Pero bakit ganun. Kahit na ginagawa kong [S] ang polarity ko habang ikay ay naka [N], nag swiswitch ka naman para maging [S] din. Sabi nila pag naging malapit daw kayo ng isang tao sa isat isa, maaaring mahulog kayo sa isat isa. Eh bakit ako? Di naman tayo ganun kaclose diba. Sa katunayan nga. 100% stranger talaga ang turing mo sa akin.
Kung alam mo lang siguro ang mga naisuko ko. Pero wala akong balak sabihin, dahil ayaw ko na konsensyahin ka. Baka maawa ka pa at ligawan mo pa ako. Basta. Wala lang nabanggit ko lang. Nanghihinayang lang ako sa mga nasimulan natin o ni ako, na nasayang yata? Sana naman hindi pa huli ang lahat. Gusto kong bumalik sa dati. Mas gusto ko yun. Mas masaya ako. Kung alam ko lang na magkakaganito. Pero wala na. Di ko naman pwedeng ipihit pabalik si earth. Ang tanging magagawa ko na lang. Ay baguhin ang takbo nito sa ngayon.
Matagal ko nang pinapaulit ulit sa sarili ko. Kakausapin kita. Babatiin kita. Kakamustahin ka. Makikipagkwentuhan. Sasabay pauwi at magbababye. Na dati naman ay nagagawa ko. Pero nahihirapan talaga ako, lalo nang kaakibat nun yung nakasaksak na espada sa likod ko. Awts masakit talaga. Label nung espada: "STRANGER 100%" .Na parang tumutulak sa akin na mali at kahangalan pa yung gagawin ko. Bakit ba ganon? Pwede pa bang mabago yun? Pwede mo pa bAng hugutin ang espadang yun? Pano? ASAP. Malamit na maub0s ang dug0 ko.
Sya nga pala. "SORRY PO!!". Sa lahat ng nagawa ko. Kung nasaktan kita, sa ibat ibang paraan at di ko alam na dahilan,humihingi ako ng tawad.
Madami pa sana ak0ng titipain dito.Kaso wag na siguro muna. Nagsisentimyento lang ulit ako. Dahil nga naMISS ko talaga ng SOBRA yung gaya ng dati. Yung tinetext mu pa ako. Yung nagc0c0ment ka pa sa fs. Yung kinakausap mo ako. Ganun ba talaga? Risky nga masyado. Pero di naman kita pinipilit ah. Kung anong gusto mo. Okey lang sa akin. Basta penge na lang ng ngiti mo araw araw, masaya na ako. Mukhang di ito matatapos, pero sige na po. Hanggang dito na lang muna.

P.S. Siguro kung nababasa mo talaga to, malamang lalo ka lang mayamot at tuluyang lumayo. Pero di mo naman ulit mababasa. Kung maBasa mu man. Peace na lang po.
Love,
ian

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Kaadikan portion (cellphone edition)

Adik sa cellphone? Yan na siguro ako. Buong araw ko nang nabubuwisit ang papa ko dahil sa ginagawa ko. Mag hapon magdamag, hawak ko ang aking cp. Bakit? Nagtetext? Di po, di nga ako madalas magload eh. Naggagames? Paminsan minsan lang. Pero bakit? Ano pa ba edi nag susurf. Since na natutunan ko ang pagsusurf ng wap at web sa cp, naadik na ako. Araw araw nagfrifriendster, punta sa mga community sites,research, download at kung anu an0 pa.So anong pinagkaiba ko sa may pc sa bahay at may internet? Pareho lang kami? Heheh. Sila may limit syempre. Malakas sa kuryente eh, ako mga 2 times lang naman magcharge sa isang bu0ng 24 hrs a day,eh within 30 mins lang ang pagchacharge. Nagbabayad sila. Eh ako? Shhh. Yun nga lang may limit pa din. Mas madami talagang capabilities ang kayang gawin ng isang pc,kumpara naman sa cp. Pero at least, meron. Di ko alam kung bakit ganito na lang ang pag kahilig ko dito. Siguro dahil matagal ko to pinangarap, since highschool ako, wala akong cp nun eh,pahira hiram lang. At ngayon eto na ako, meron nang sariling n70me. Pera ko pa ang ginamit ko dyan. Ngayon nangangarap naman ako magkaroon ng laptop.Heheh. Dahil sa cp na to, madami akong natutunan. Nakakapagbasa ako ng mga tutorials na hanap ko. Pero iba pa rin pag sa pc eh. Mas intense ang feeling. Mas enjoy. Napagdesisyunan ko na pati iwanan ang iba kong ginagawa sa wap/web world. Kung dati adik mode sa pin0ywap,ngay0n 1 a week na lang ang l0gin pag may kailangan lang. Iniwan ko na rin ang shin0bilegends ko.Genin.Yaan mo na yun.Ala naman wenta yun. Friendster, multiply, blogging, forum, web mastering na lang muna. Siguro ganito ako dahil talagang inienjoy at sinusulit ko ang ganitong buhay, dahil alam kong darating din ang panah0ng iiwan ako nit0ng bisyo ko. Malay mo, ipagpasalamat ko pa yun. Pero wag muna ngayon.

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Three Years

Medyo matagal tagal na rin. Halos di ko na maalala kung kelan ko huling nasilayan ang bayan ng Rizal. Tatlong taon na ang nakakalipas ng lisanin ko ang aking bayang sinilangan upang tuparin ang aking mga pangarap. Pinagpasyahan ko kasi na lilipat ako sa Maynila, kung sakali mang babagsak ako sa kahit isang subject. Naging maganda naman ang buhay ko sa syudad. Naging mas pokus ako sa pag aaral. Hindi na rin ako nagdodota, kapag may nagyayaya sa akin ay sinasabi ko na lamang na di ko alam yan at di rin ako interesado. Kaya simula nun ay naging maganda ang takbo ng buhay estudyante ko.

Madami akong nakilalang ibang mga tao. Mga bagong kaibigan, ibat ibang uri ng tao, at syempre, di maiiwasang mga kaaway. Simple lang ang buhay ko noon, pero masaya din. Lalo pa nung nakilala ko ang best friend ko. First time ko nun na magkaroon ng bestfriend na babae, may close friend ako nung high school na babae, pero di nga lang magbestfriend ang turingan. Maganda sya, matalino, sexy, crush ng campus at mayaman din. Taka nga lang ako kung bakit ako naging malapit sa kanya. Classmate ko sya. Isa sa mga iniwan ko bago ako lumuwas ay ang pagiging mahiyain sa mga babae. Sa una mahirap. Pero lakasan nga lang ng loob.

First day ng school nun. Madaming tao. Kagulo,siksikan. May nakita akong isang babae, nakasalamin sya at pinupulot ang mga gamit nito na nahulog. Lumapit ako at tinulungan sya. Walang imik imik, nagtama ang aming paningin at sandaling tumigil ang mundo. Nagusap kami.
"uh, hi?", "hello? Pasensya ka na ha", "di, okey lang. Ako nga pala si ian", inabot ko ang aking kamay at tinanggap nya ang pakikipagkamay. Ang lambot ng kamay nya, ramdam ko ang init nito, sabay tugon nya ng "i'm faith, 3rd year,pero transfer", "hah.Heheh.Pareho pala tayo.", "anong section mo?", "uh, ECE-2", "pareho pala tayo".
Di ko inaasahan na ang una naming pagkikita ay hahantong sa malalim na pagkakaibigan. Nag usap kami, at kami na nga ang naging magkasama at napagpasyahang maging mag bestfriend.
Pero di lahat ng bagay ay permanente. Tama ba? Dumating ang araw na kailangan na naming magpaalam sa isat isa. Dahil pareho na kaming board passer na Electronics Engineer. Marahil ay nagtatanong kayo kung anong nangyari sa love life ko? Oo may mga dumadating, pero hanggang dun na lang yun. Nasabi ko na, "pano na ang best ko?". Di ko pinagsisihan dahil masaya naman kami sa isat isa at ganun din sya di din naman sya pumatol sa mga nanliligaw sa kanya. Minsan pa nga eh napagkamalan na kaming dalawa na, at minsan ginagamit pa nya yung pantaboy ng mga makukulit na manliligaw. Hindi ba ako nainlove sa kanya? Maraming beses ko na naisip yan. Sa ganda nya, lahat na ng hanap mo ay nasa kanya, tapos malapit kayo sa isat isa. Pero mas pinili ko na hanggang dun na lang yun. Masaya din naman eh. Pero di ko isasalaysay dito yun. Bukod na kwento ika nga.
Isang email ang natanggap ko 1 week bago ako umuwi ng probinsya. Reunion daw ng Dotaboiz at Amazonas Tigers,2-Ece. Natuwa ako kahit may luha sa mga mata,dahil makikita ko na naman sila,buti at may nakaisip na magorganize nito.
Ngayon nga ay nandito na akong muli sa bayan namin, bayan ng Jalajala. Napakainit ng pag salubong ng aking pamilya, parang her0es welcome ni Manny. May mga banderitas sa street namin. Nginingitian ako ng mga tao, at tumutugon na lang din ng ngiti kahit di ko kakilala.

At sa wakas, nakarating na din ako sa amin, ang layo kasi, dulo pa ng street na yun. Nagulat ako sa aking nakita, ano bang meron? Kasal o birthday o pista? At nasilayan ko ang isang banner, "WELCOME HOME, ENGINEER IAN AUSTRIA". Hinanap ko kaagad ang aking magulang. Naroon sila sa loob. Niyakap ko ng mahigpit. "Pa, Ma, nandito na po ako. Namiss ko kayo sobra", "kami din anak.", "proud kami sayo". Lumapit ang mga kapatid ko, anlalaki na nila. Pati si Teta, nag aaral na pala. Nang iwan ko yun ay parang baby pa.
Batian, iyakan, tawanan. Sobrang saya ng araw na yon. Andaming bisita sa amin. Lahat sila engineer ang tawag sa akin. Akalain mo nga naman. Mga teacher ko nun nandun din, mga exclassmates, mga pinsan, mga kalaro nung bata, at marami pang iba...
"oy kumare, naks, may engineer ka na","kumpare, iba ka talaga","kelan ang ulit nito? Sa kasal na siguro nyang engineer natin"
Nakakapagod ang araw . Pero masaya.
Kaya natulog na ako. Hehehe.(itutuloy..)

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Sentiment for Her

Exhausted.Tired.Sleepy.
But im still awake. Tried to get to sleep,but cant help it coz it was the way i used to. Told myself not to sentiment again. But what irony makes this torment sweet and cherishable? Never thought ill end up with this. Being a "Senti freak"? An escape, a cure? Mind confused. Dont know how to react on such new scenes and story lines that keep rolling. One thing i know for sure, i love you, i still love you, i havent gotten over, its early to move on, as the whisper of the crickets and the gush of the season's breeze, makes me feel weak. The day is getting over, but my life isn't, as well as the fight ive lost without a chance. This night's dream will save me. Save me from being half dead the next day. A dream of you and me. Under the moonlight, holding hands, both happy. But its just a dream, a dream that will never come true. As i expect when i woke up next morning, seeing you again. Your smile makes me feel happy and sad. You makes me feel everything. The best and the worst. Thats why i still love you. Im happy and lonely on what we are. But im not asking for more than anything. Im just confounded with unanswered sober. Ill just live tommorow as i lived yesterday. If and only if i will still be alive.

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A4V1 forums now opened!

http://a4v1.friendhood.net

Matagal ko nang gustong gumawa ng sarili kong forum site, pero kulang pa ang aking kaalaman. Marami na akong naitry na forum hostings, sa wap at web. Di rin sila nagtagal, dahil hanggang testing stage lang. Wala din ako masyadong time para i manage yun. Pero nung nakita ko na naging maganda ang takbo ng group namin sa friendster, why not create another forum site para mas masaya. Alam ko naman kasi na may mga makakatulong na ako dito. Kaya hayun, open na ang http://a4v1.friendhood.net . Inspired by symbianize yan, dun active member ako, kaso wala lang yung mobile at pc stuffs. Ang hirap gumawa from scratch, kaya yun. Heheh. Bata pa ako, at madami pang kelangan matutunan.
Join na kayo!
Masaya dito!

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Pa shot, part 1

Shot part 1
Eto na.Seryosohan na to.Sisimulan ko nang magsulat ng blogs ko.
Siguro nagtataka sa title.Alak ang tinutukoy ko jan.September 27,2008...Hindi ko na pinigil ang sarili ko,wag ng magpanggap.Hahah.Pakita na sa lahat ang mga natutunan sa lolo.Sa lolo mo na bata ka pa lang hinihila ka na sa inuman.Yun bang tipong papainumin ka daw ng coke,yun pala may 90% na super pait na gin.Oo seryoso.Ganun nga.Since highschool pa,aware na din ako sa mga bagay na ganito.Lage kaya akong sumasama sa mga inuman.Yun nga lang di ako sumasale.Nagoobserve kasi ako.Kumukuha ng data.Hahah.Nagpaplano.
Celebration ng debut ni classmate Aiko.Syempre expected na,ang anu pa nga ba?Hahah.Magaling talaga si Patrick.Halatang sanay sa mga ganito.Sige tagay lang ng tagay.Anung lasa?GSM,mapait,matamis(ang nestea).Pero bukod dun,wala na.Hinahanap ko yung "s0mething" na naramdaman/natagpuan ko sa pagd0d0ta/pagiinternet,na nagpanatili sa akin sa kaadikan ko hanggang ngay0n.Pero wala...
AyUn.Huli.Ang teoriya ng pagkalasing.Hahah.Natutuwa ako pag nakakakita ng mga ta0ng mapupula ang mata pati mukha,nagiingay,gumagawa ng kung anu anu(pinapahiya ang sarili.Lol),kapag nalalasing.Inimagine ko kung an0 kaya pag ako.Hmmm.Maingay?Tahimik?Gagaling sa KungFu? Mananapak?Mangrarape?Hahaha.Wat da fact men!Kalokohan.Siguro kung iinumin ko magisa ang isang bote ng GSM na yun,ay wala.Tulog ako.Mahihilo.Ganun.Pero di ang mga yun.(pero di ko gagawin yun noh,pand0ta ko na lang kesa ibili ko nun.Kung libre ny0 pa aku.Pero di pa din.Konteng pilit pa,mga 3 pa. LoL)
GENERALIZATION: sabi na ng ibAng tumitino lang kausap pag lasing(heheh).Ginagawa lang daw nilang dahilan yun(thumbsup:agree ako),para magawa nila ang mga bAgay na di naman kanais nais na gawiN.Nasa tao na nga naman yun.Epekto bA talaga?O nakamulatan lang na tradisy0n na dapat magmemetamorph ka pag lasing ka.

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Three Stones

I always go home late at night and always get the problem getting worried on being beaten up by some creatures that is enormous in number. They aren't humans so there is no way you can talk with them. They are street dogs, in the night.
I always fear that they will bite me and feast with my thin flesh. But the good thing is, I know a secret technique that allegedly wards those stupid dogs off. Whenever I passes through that dark alley, I always bring 3 stones within my pocket. And luckily, or maybe magically, I don't encounter dogs when I have that. It works for me, I am not sure if there is an explanation to these or it is just a pure coincidence. :P

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